When I signed in here, I found myself thinking about a couple of people whom I used to talk to on AIM a lot. One of them actually had a diary here, and I found it was deleted ages ago. I remember that she had an eating disorder, and for a good year and a half we talked every other day on here and on AIM. I basicly just want the opportunity to thank her during those incredibly difficult years for me. Back then I was struggling with my best friends death which really fucked me up bad for a long time and talking to ehr helped me a lot. Wherever she is, I hope she is alive and doing well.

Well, as for me..might as well give another update..right?

I said this last time I was here, but It's still incredibly shocking to me how weak and emo I was back then. Hah my first instinct is to immiedietly delete all those old entries any time I come back and read them (yeah, I do that every once and a while..I'm a nostalgic fuck).

Well for anyone who used to read my journal, here are some important updates, and I must say I'm very happy to let you know that I worked out and conquered most of my old issues, and that many of the things I wished for in this journal have actually happend!!

My girlfriend and I have been happily together now for a year and a half. She rules. Enough said. The relationship is everything I always begged for in this journal.

I'm officially going back to school this fall. I'm ready. I can't wait!!

I also have a band, and we play shows all the time and people seem to really like us. It's everything I always hoped for. We are called Cancerface, and we simply shred faces off.

As for many of my personal issues I used to write about on here, I guess this a good time to clearfy all of them. My stomach problems came from wayy too much junk food and caffiene. Cut both down and now I rarely have problems. I feel like I really have figured myself out, and turns out I'm actually a fucking dude after all, haha. I didnt become some soft spoken skinny gay boy, I actually turned out pretty fucking normal. When I look back at this journal a lot of the memories are now really good memories. They made me realize I actually had some awesome times